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Post by TYLER JAMES HARLOW on Mar 27, 2012 21:10:23 GMT -5
it was alot to take in in just a few days. sure he knew that he had knocked up his friend. but it hadn't seemed real, until now. and he knew about the extra surprise, that it was twins. that was something in itself. he wasn't sure what was going to happen, he knew next to nothing about children letting alone caring for two. but that didn't mean he was going to run as far away as he could. no, he came here for a reason, to find rini, be a good father to his kids. sure it was a shock, but hat didn't mean he didn't love the life instead of her any less.
this was a new experience, and maybe it was meant to be, he wasn;t exactly sure. he still felt a little lost at st valentines, as he wasn;t the most outgoing person in the world. he just hung around rini half of the time, mostly because he was just looking out for her, in a protective sort of manner. today was probably the first since he got here that he wasn't at her side. he was close to his best friend, they had been since they were younger. those months without her were unbearable. he wondered how he got through the day even.
it was no wonder his grades had started to slip and his concentration lost. all he wanted was to find her, and he managed to accomplish it, though he was worrying it was never going to happen. wondering the mall with his hands in his jeans, he felt less like a thing to be stared at, as he felt somewhat odd, with all the girls at st valentines. he had no clue why...he just felt like all eyes were on him, silently judging him, even if they had no clue about why he was even here. he hadn't talked to anyone yet, and he wasn't sure if he really could.
he wouldn't say he was shy, but slightly weary around strangers. especially those that were pregnant. he had no idea how to really act, as he was scared in case he offended anyone. not that he did..he was far too ice for his own good. he was just an insecure person all round. he wondered why he bothered coming to the mall, especially when he didn't have all that much money on him. it dawned on him that he would have to get a job, if he were to support rini and his kids, for the future, as he out it. but for now,he was focusing on the present. and his first line of action, was buying some things for the babies. he wasn;t sure exactly what babies needed, and looking in baby gap, he noted that the prices were too high for change in his wallet
so he settled on two soft toys a bear and a lamb. he also picked up a pair of babygros. and that..was it for now. they probably needed alot more stuff, he'd have to figure it out later. it was a shame shopping just wasn;t his thing, as he got bored after he wandered into the baby store. but he decided to stop at starbucks first, as he went to get a coffee and sat down at one of the empty tables, placing the bags on the floor. he soon leaned into the seat, his mind running through everything that had had happened these past few days.
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